I LOVE IQBAAL , still !

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hey , currently at SDC . I soooo no mood :( Mm , nw sitting with Abang Mamat . Others are at the shooting gallery . I dnt knw wht to do siaa , i give with my decisions !

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Hello all . I'm back , miss me ? Ofcourse yu do , haha ~ Mm , i'm tired today . Tomorrow i'll update what happen in camp . Toodles~

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Hello . Holiday is here , wht are yur plans ? hm , me . Too much , tired . At 7.30am , woke up then text Nazryyn . Then layan adk2 . At 1++ , followed mummy to 888 . We go to the hardware store , NTUC then go buy Nenek Birthday cake . Then went home , kene kluar alik amek Nenek pehh cake . While going there , trnmpk Semot and friends . Then da amek , yu knw wht . My last adk , A'liyah annoying / irritating . Pepotpepotpepot . Bising , tapy ape nk ut kene lyn jugak . And yeah , plan to go Myiera's house want to see if she is okayy or not . Talktalk then go meet Kakak at Ap . Then topip for that SOMEONE . Then he told me that he is going Malaysia for 1 week . Isn't tht sad enough ? Then go home , and here i am . I don't know laa eyy , this few days , i've been sad , frustrated , angry . But i dnt know whye . And in school , fightfightfight tk habes2 between some of them . Haishh .. P.S. - I need uu back in my life [insertname] . And yeah , one last thing , I Hate Rumours ! FCUK !

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ohh myy , i soo damn love him sia ! IQBAL , yu are the one and only in my heart now till forever . whtever i did just , i've been texting him the whole time ((:

let me elaborate about today ..
at 9am , finished my F&N paper , when straight home . Hasanah followed me , asked mummy , then pack my things then went to Mai's house . then straught go swimming , walao ! fun siott ! haha , Mai ngn Nat kene kluar , sbb pki bju biase . haah !then we tukar2 , then bingit at third pool , we go second and open our shirts then swim with bra , haha ! all was my idea since Mai was wearing my swimming costume , so i planned me , Mai and Nat open then wear bra only , haha ! then at 12pm , we get out of the pool . the guys in the gym was like looking ! me and Nat amek tuala cepat2 , then Mai tertinggal kat dlm , haha ! then we change .

then reached home , help kemas umah , aft that kasi adk tido . then trtido skali , huahua ! penat lerr , then at 4.45++ kluar umah go yc . met Irah , was finding Tasyaa , padahalpadahal , dyer kay blakang ngan BESTY dyer , then her besty told me she just cried abt ABG RIKKI ? kayy , aft meeting . i went followed abg rikki all , haiyaa , tk habeshabes kene kacau ngn `Kecik SmallSmall . then slackslack ,

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!! met with IQBAL ! fuhh , i gave his adek gelan kaki , bukan sengaje laa , tapy since adk dyer daa baek ALHAMDULLILAH . so i gave him to pass to his adek . we salam-ed but not i salam him , salam mcm biase. me and semot pon da okayy , atlast no fighting2 .

to Rachel , Feeza , Kecik , Abg Rikki , Galah , Hady and the new boy ; sorry tak tron alik , penat lerr .


and to Iqbal ; can we be like last time ? kalau tkleyy tkpe . Love yu .

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Iqbal , wasn't it true yu said yu hate me . i still have the message . the very first one i ask yu to tell me but the next one i didn't say a thing . i only asked yu "Do yu , semot and mok hate me for wht i've done to yu ?" yu replied me the next day and said "asal ckp mcm gytu?YES!" i still remember without seeing my phone . it hurts me . so right , was i wrong to write like . i dnt knw la eyy . atlast today yu finally treated me like normal and we otp-ed ! i miss him , and like wanting him back . but maybe its nt going to happen aft wht i did ! FCUK sia , i dnt knw wht to do so he'll be back with me like last time . just nw was talking to him , suddenly my outgoing call finished , CB ! i like frustrated jugak uhc tady . i just want him back . i still need and wanting back yur love . i knw yu have fallen for that girl that is whye i did wht i did at the past . im truly am sorry .

Iqbal , if yu were to read this , just continue .

heyy dearest , i just want to expressed my feelings again to yu . the first time i saw yu , yu smiled . i was touched and smiled back . eventhough we just known for how many weeks or days , my love for yu will not fade . yu were different than the other guys i've known and hope we will stay for long & foever . but it turns out the OPPOSITE . the day yu we text each other , 120410 <3 , i love that day . the day yu said yu loved me , i trusted yu and treasured yur love with my heart , soul and everything else . i knw i was wrong for eveything but pls , i just need yu back ! truly , it just hurts me when yu said yu HATE me , but i calm myself down by being happy and forget about my problems . im sorry behalf my attitude and behaviour . i want US to be like last . for me right now , i don't care wht yur friends want to say about me , but i knw that i just love yu damn much . i understand if yu don't accept me but pls , atleast be close to me , so i know that yu are the same Iqbal i've known for the first time . eventhough our love did not last forever , and now yu hate me , and never want to talk to me , I STILL LOVE YOU . whtever i'm telling now , its all true from the bottom of my heart . whenever i saw yu , think of yu or even being disturb by yur friends it makes me sad and reminded me of yu , and only yu Iqbal . i swear ! whye must we bumped into each other everytime i go home from school ? is it fated ? im soo stupid to do such a thing to yu , and swear not to do it again . i'll be honest if yu gve me another chance . i believed all yur words , i missed yur kiss , yur msg , yur voice , yur smile and everything that is sweet about yu . I SWEAR . yu are the one in my heart right now and forever . I STILL LOVE YU , YES I DO . NOW TILL FOREVER , IQBAL .

to reader's --> sorry for writing all about Iqbal . I just love him ,